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One year ago...

I would just like to point out that as of

6.20.2010

I have been with my boyfriend for ONE whole year.

Thee longest time I have ever been in a relationship with a boy.

Granted, I did spend it alone, but I had the most amazing day,

thinking of all our memories together.

He is worth EVERY single bit of time i've waited.

I love him very much.



ALSO.

I finally had some time to hang out with my long lost bestie, Erin. She turned pages for me at a wedding, which was such a loooonnnnnggg time to play. It was completely worth it, because she was there to make me smile! After the wedding we went to Toy Story 3....which for the record, is sad. I cried a little bit at the end, not gonna lie. Not quite sure how I feel about it. But we had a blast annoying these boys that sat next to us in a truck. We made them buy us popcorn, threw half a bag of sweedish fish at their heads, and just pretended we were part of all there conversations and stuff. It was so fun. I love that girl to death. I laughed harder than I've laughed in a long time, which felt good. My friend Josh also decided to join us part way through the movie. He was most likely annoyed at how obnoxious erin and I were being...but he delt with it :) the best part of the night?

SNOW CONES.

Hellllooooo summer :D

Birthday/Memorial Day Weekend

So far, my summer is turning out better than I thought it would. There have been ups and downs. Since my blog is a positive place, we're going to focus on thee ups :)

I had my birthday, which was awesome. I turned 19 (woo) and had alot of people show up to my party. It was super nice to be surrounded by friends and family. Everyone came over for delicious cake, I unwrapped my presents, and then me and a few of my friends went cruising...which was epic. Haha! Here are some pictures from my birthday.










We had a old family friend get married the day after my birthday. Joni Curtis...now Joni Packard! She got married in the temple to an awesome man who seems perfect for her. I love/hate weddings at the same time. Love: because they are so beautiful and happy. Hate: because I want one. Haha! All of my single friends are dropping like flies...getting sucked into the venus fly trap commonly known as marriage. Ugh! I played piano at her luncheon, and was happy I got to be a part of her wedding! I love Joni and her family so much!




The rest of my memorial day weekend rocked. I honestly spend my days at school, with Heidi, at my house, or a Trudy and Mike's house. Nothing super exciting, but the simple pleasure of it is just kind of delightful! Summer school is over for me in a week. I have a really good speech class. My teacher is awesome, and the kids in it are so friendly. EVERYONE is married with kids, which puts me as the oddball, but suprisingly, everyone is so nice and I really like it. Taylor came home from college, and I found out he's coming to ISU in the fall! He's a music major, thus I am very excited. I went out to his house for a memorial day BBQ, and it was delicious. I made some awesome new friends...and all together just had a really good memorial day weekend.




as for Kelly...his mission is chugging along. I recieved a very lovely letter from him on my birthday, and also a beautiful card. I miss him like CRAZY but am sort of excited about how fast the time is going! He's almost been out 8 months...which is getting close to a year! Once I hit my year mark I've heard it goes by so crazy fast. I can't wait to see him. I love him oh so very much. But...I bet you already knew that ;)

72 <3

6.20.2009

Life is a ride, and love is a journy. Looking next to you...who do you want to see in your passanger seat?

Kelly and I established our relationship on 6.20.2009. My life has been incredibly different ever since that day, and I wouldn't change it for anything. I met Kelly through a mutual friend....a friend of his that I was dating more or less :) Yep. Our love story is "one of those" love stories, where we were just friends who fell in love. There is a song by Katharine Mcphee that completely explains our situation.

Love Story: Katharine Mcphee
I think it was the summertime, when I laid eyes on you.
I didn't even know your name, somehow we'd end up in the same room.
Never crossed my mind, never saw ya like that. Shoulda listened to my best friend, she knew we'd be the perfect match.

I always made up some excuse, saying you weren't my type
Didn't wanna face the truth, didn't wanna cross that line....

It's a typical love story, started out as friends, we met way back when.
This is just a typical love story...
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart,
Never saw it comin till I fell so hard.
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It's true. Our relationship actually started out as me hating him. Despising him, because I thought he was a pot smoking (completely false) a-hole. In return, he thought I was a stuck up biatch who would never give him the time of day...even to be friends. After a few times of hanging out with him though, I warmed up to him and realized he wasn't such a bad guy. Our relationship consisted of this for about half a year....





He was always in the background as a friend. I never really thought of him as anything special, more of a brother if anything. However, after an amazing camping trip with him and his family, my thoughts changed. I realized he'd been with me through everything. He'd never left my side and he never would. So after June 20, 2009...we were inseperatable. My summer? ROCKED. Best summer ever. I'm actually having a hard time accepting this summer for anything good because I miss kel and keith so much. They're both on missions though. That's where they should be. My favorite memories of Summer 09 were...

1. My family reunion/fourth of july weekend. Best memories ever. Going to yellowstone, walks, talks, and cuddling underneath the fireworks, my life was perfectly amazing.







2. Going to New Jersey with his family. A week straight in a car with people...let's just say you get to know them better than you might have wanted too :)

3. The day Keith, Kelly and I went and took endless amounts of photos...those two boys are truly my best friends.





4. The day the boys took out their endowments. Nuff said.




5. The random drives...finding the most beautiful places in Idaho. And of course, we would always have Arizona Iced Teas by our side :)

Anyways. That's just a short brief explination of how Kelly and I fell in love. Our summer togeter was indescribeable, so i'm not even going to try. However, I will re-enstate one more time how grateful I am to have him in my life. Even though we are apart, his letters are incredible, and I feel him here more than anyone knows. We are going to be together forever...and I only have 74 weeks left until he's home. Unless complications occur. We are experiancing complications in the mission, but that would take another blog to explain. And this blog is about us...and how much I love him :)

74 <3